Silver Seren/For A Crush
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For A Crush by ~silver-seren For A Crush A name's a name we can never say no matter how much we may be different and departed, but I don't wish to be made a martyr. Though your name, I must say, is worse, so excuse me if I am a little terse. You see, my feelings can never be told, even when we do get old, though mayhaps I can say in passing what deep in my heart you are amassing. But this I must do years hence if I do not wish for some recompense to strike us down in our current times like what I express in these wretched rhymes. What is a crush but a passing fancy, draining me of willpower and strength, making it almost paining to sit next to you in class as two friends who daily pass. Though I know that I cannot go down the path so fraught, like falling into a bottomless pool, as the one that ends with telling you. I could stand everything else if I could only know myself that your answer to me would be curative, as what I seek can only be an affirmative. Thus, I know I love you with a love that is perhaps not true, for all I know about love can be found in a fading imprint in the ground. Should it be better to just walk away? It would be the only way to save us both from what would arise if I ever managed to catch your eyes. It just cannot be, for I know that you are unlike me. Different and strange, but my heart still so pure, i'd rather it wasted away without your cure than to harm our connection as I might to do if I ended up telling you: I love you and that's the truth.